I never thought you would be running away
Can’t believe you really think of me this way
You said said “I swear you’ll be the death of me someday”
Just ‘cause I bring back memories of who you used to be

I’m sorry I was too weak to say no
All those times when you slipped up when you were trying to let go
You might remind me of the boy I once was some small time ago
But you’re the one who ran away kept giving me hope

You were what I talked about in therapy
Now I’m just talkin’ about myself
You were everything I saw in my future
But now I know I’d rather be in hell

I have to do this on my own
I know I am my only home
And she we were not grown
But you were loved and you were not alone
And if you need me please remember
You will always have my number
I’m not a monster and you’re not the only
One who can change

One day you will see me again
And you will have the strength again to call me a friend
And I will have the guts to understand it was the end
I guess life doesn’t play out like an episode of Friends
I gotta stop looking to the past
To define the possibility that we could ever last
And you gotta stop trying to forget about the past or
Or you’ll never learn to look back on the good times that we had

Can’t say I’m scared of doin this on my own
Just without you
You still have that essence, the same as it always was
Times have changed but the sky is still blue

Do you remember that night
We stayed up late talking bout your old house
Back then we knew everything would always be alright
I just hope you’re doin alright

U might say I’m bullshit
I might say you’re wrong
In the end you’re my best friend although we lost control
I think we could get along

What kind of person are u painting me to be?
Call yourself the victim when you know it wasn’t me
Who turned you into the person you’re running away from
You can’t grow without accepting your past
One day will see me again
and you will have the strength again to call me a friend
I’m much stronger now that I ever was before
And I wouldn’t be here without you

I have to do this on my own
I have to do this on my own
And I have changed but to you what does it matter?
And if you don’t care then it’s not my problem anymore.